“Don’t misunderstand. Of course, this was only with the mindset of trying it out. If either person finds someone they like, we’ll break up immediately. Even if we’re dating, I won’t make strange demands. It’s only in name. I’m just curious whether two men can really date.”
They were only following the agreement. Now both sides had someone they liked, so it was finally time to break up. That joke-like promise ended here. Breaking up was only so they could get back together again. This time, it was real.
“The greatest conspiracy of your life was making me accidentally fall in love with a man—and it was you.” Ke Bu spoke an unconvincing lie.
“You’ve really become less cute as you got older. Who was the one crying and begging me not to leave back then?”
“Don’t dig up other people’s scars!”
Ke Bu, having recovered from the emotional atmosphere just now, pushed Zhi Li away and kept a one-step distance from him. Clearing his throat, he said, “So now we’re officially dating, right? Do you know what the first thing lovers should do is?”
“Sleep together.” Zhi Li picked Ke Bu up and threw him onto the bed.
“I’ve never heard of that! I meant making promises.” Sometimes Ke Bu was unexpectedly traditional.
“What kind of thing is that?” Unfortunately, he had run into someone who did not understand tradition at all. Zhi Li straddled Ke Bu and started undoing buttons. Panicked, Ke Bu yanked over the blanket and covered the two of them.
“It’s broad daylight. Have some shame, okay? What if someone comes in later?” Ke Bu’s original intention in pulling over the blanket was first because he did not want someone suddenly walking in on this strange scene, and second because he was a little embarrassed and did not want Zhi Li to see his face. But what he never expected was that he had taken an extremely important wrong step in life, one destined to leave him with painful consequences and horrifying memories. Beneath the blanket, Ke Bu struggled as the blanket covering them constantly shifted shape from their movements.
“Stop moving around.” Even though Zhi Li gave the order, how could Ke Bu surrender so suddenly when it concerned his first time? He struggled even harder. The cramped darkness under the blanket made it harder and harder for him to breathe, and it grew unbearably hot. Fine sweat dampened his clothes. Suddenly, Ke Bu realized something extremely fatal. Sure enough, Zhi Li, who was sitting on top of him, had stopped moving.
Ke Bu lifted a corner of the blanket to let light in and used the light to look at Zhi Li’s face.
“Z-Zhi Li, listen to me. Recently I heard a cold joke. How about I tell it to you?” Ke Bu truly was something else, thinking of this kind of cooling-down method. Zhi Li pressed Ke Bu’s head into the pillow.
“Ask yourself this—does now look like the time for jokes?”
“Calm down.”
“Then compensate for going off with another man using your bastard ass.” Zhi Li lowered his head and lightly bit Ke Bu’s lower lip.
Ke Bu finally gave up struggling and closed his eyes in despair. In this world, what else could stop a Zhi Li in dark transformation? With lifeless eyes, Ke Bu raised his hands to cooperate as Zhi Li removed his clothes, then lifted his legs to help him take off his pants. It seemed that if someone walked in now, the only option left would be murder to silence witnesses.
Zhi Li patted Ke Bu’s face with his hand. “What kind of expression is that, bastard? Unhappy?”
“N-No. I’m so happy I could cry.”
“Make your expression more emotional, got it?” Zhi Li’s fingertips slid along Ke Bu’s neck while his other hand slowly stroked upward from his knee to his inner thigh. Ke Bu trembled uncontrollably as desire endlessly revived inside him. Zhi Li’s tongue sucked at his neck, the damp sensation continuing downward. From between Ke Bu’s teeth escaped soft moans he could not suppress as his fingers threaded through Zhi Li’s hair.
“Uh ha~ ah~ ah ha~”
“Spread your legs wider for me. Wider!”
The intrusion of fingers made Ke Bu keep tightening uncontrollably. Lust blurred away his reason. He wanted Zhi Li, wanted to touch him, wanted to be touched by him, wanted to love him, wanted to be loved by him, wanted everything that belonged to Zhi Li—his beautiful face, enticing body, captivating smile, irritating personality. Only under this most primitive sensory stimulation did Ke Bu finally clearly realize that whether Zhi Li was good or bad, he loved him desperately.
“Ah ha~~ ah~~ ah~~ no way~~ I’m not telling you~~”
Zhi Li pulled down his zipper, releasing the desire he had long been unable to endure, slowly entering that warm refuge. The scorching sensation wrapped around him, tightening and making Zhi Li lose hold of his composure. He only wanted to go deeper, only wanted to hear the moans drawn out by that depth. His hands tightly gripped Ke Bu’s waist. “Call my name.”
“Ah~~ Zhi Li~~ feels good~~ Zhi Li~~” This time, it definitely was not because Ke Bu wanted to cooperate with Zhi Li. It was simply the instinctive reaction of his own thoughts. He could feel the foreign object inside him swell even more.
“Ah ah~~ ah ah~~ don’t use so much force. Inside, it’ll, it’ll tear apart.”
“It’s fine.”
“Of course it’s fine for you!!”
“You bastard, stop saying useless things and hurry up and call.” Zhi Li increased the force of his lower body.
“Ah~~~”
“Too fake.”
“Ah ah ah ah~~~”
Zhi Li frowned and increased his strength again. Ke Bu curled up his legs, unable to bear it anymore, pressing both hands against Zhi Li’s chest. His cheeks were flushed red, his hazy eyes still carrying traces of seduction as he stared at Zhi Li with an almost tearful expression. “Ah ah~~ Zhi Li~~ gentler~~” Zhi Li froze for a moment, then a satisfied faint smile appeared at the corners of his lips.
Ke Bu did not know after how many rounds of torment he had barely survived. Zhi Li’s words still kept echoing through his mind:
“Lower your waist a little.”
“Raise your ass a little higher.”
“You came too fast too.”
“You bastard, focus.”
“Lift your legs up, hurry.”
Ke Bu’s vision blurred in and out as he hugged his own arms. At this point, the only parts of his body still capable of moving were his head and hands. Although he had never imagined his first time would be particularly wonderful, he also never imagined it would end in a way so close to assault.
Zhi Li reached out and dragged Ke Bu into his arms.
“It hurts, hurts, hurts….”
“What are you yelling for? Next time it’ll feel good.”
“You talk way too irresponsibly. You’re the only one who got satisfied.” Ke Bu complained.
“You weren’t satisfied?”
“That’s not what I meant!!” Ke Bu rubbed against Zhi Li’s chest in frustration before finally saying softly, “To commemorate my first time, you’d better take responsibility. Otherwise, even if I die, my ass won’t let you go. I’ll turn into a ghost and haunt you.”
“Every time you come looking for me, I’ll do you once.”
“……….”
The next morning, Ke Bu climbed out of bed preparing to take a shower. Just after removing his shirt, he noticed Chu Hao Yu staring at his body with a greenish face.
“What? Don’t lust after me.”
Chu Hao Yu screamed and rushed out of the dorm room. “Zhi Li, this is bad!! Ke Bu got syphilis!! Don’t sleep with him!!! You’ll get infected too!!”
“You bastard! Stop shouting so loudly.” Ke Bu gritted his teeth in anger. What the hell was he going crazy over? He lowered his head and discovered red marks all over his stomach. Rushing to the mirror, he found marks left by Zhi Li all over his back and neck from yesterday!
“Zhi Li is a bastard!! Zhi Li is a huge bastard!! Zhi Li is the biggest bastard in the entire world!!”
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